Here to elaborate what i learned- been away in a fugue very brief.
I was programed to have a accident if i ever told on THEM as a kid. Didnt have the nerve till highschool but after 1 time with school shrink I ran across traffic waiting for a car as reported by witnesses. Iremember NOTHING of this except coming to after concussion. It was 2 more years before i was back in mental health system in an ER and then admitted . I had never understood why it felt so dangerous to go to a T even as an adult until this week. This is sadistivc abuse /ritual abuse Ansd Im AFRAID as HELL for whats coming up next- but ill live - i have this long.
Thanks for letting me go on------and on & on.. . .
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