Definitely get a t if you don't already have one&be 100% honest even if it scares you that they might not think so highly of you to do so. It's not their job to judge, but to help. You could definitely use some help with the sex addiction. My ex hub is a sex addict&is still destroying his own&others' lives. It's a compulsion&compulsions can hurt everyone involved. You're very brave to be so honest here. I think if you worked on being that honest in every aspect of your life you'd feel much better.