thank you all for responding so kindly and generously to me.
((((fuzzybear)))) your hugs are so encouraging!
((((rapunzel))))) thanks for the clinical info. i will go back and re-read it, it sounds on target. like you, the spiritual has been there for me to lean on in many ways. i appreciate you!
((((micah))))thank you for sharing and good suggestions, at some time i may be able email with you - i am not even sure of what questions i have yet, but thanks! ps, i'm glad you managed to avoid those really bad possibilities!!
((((deliquesce)))thank you and hugs for support-it helps!!!
((((ubiquitous manninlev)))) i did order the book you mentioned from amazon and 3 others (can you say curious)! i sort of want to jump into exploration and see what this aspect of my situation may feed into my current work with my T. i want to re-read what you said and think about all of it. now that i have kind of gone over the first big hurdle of my shame/fear response to the idea of having BPD, i'd like to really learn and grow and see if i can deal with this because i really, really see how this aspect of me could be a major part of what is making my husband suffer and be so self-protective. i never was able to see and acknowledge how my bpd affects my family and causes them pain. i've had a lot of my own pain and i've been way focused and me and probably not nearly enough focused on what my issues cost my spouse and daughters.. thank you so much for you input! i would like to approach it as you have. you have been very open and generous in your support! hugs!
i don't like to be overly effusive in my responses but i just have to thank all of you again, really i am so grateful to all of you. your sharing has reassured me and shown me that i don't need to panic over this - just take the time i need and start the process of recovery from it. sincerely,
leslie and her pixies
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