I cant cry , wish i could - i think its a good way of letting the emotions out for those who can

your mums cancer, that would have been building up in her system a long time before it could be properly diagnosed - you cant give someone cancer - this is a burden you should try to let go ... I know its hard - but you had no part in this - its a disease...

the box sounds like a good idae and what a good T you have - I have started to make a happy box for when the darkness calls me - in it i am putting things that make me smile - pics of my kits, jokes etc

take care P7