You're so right. this site has been quite a blessing. It helps to know you're not alone. I have very supportive friends and family who are sympathetic. Here I've found empathy which is great. I've had such severe suicidal thoughts I've considered walking places but in some cases I have to cross a bridge and that doesn't seem like a good idea either. I can usually sit in the car till I feel like I can drive. It just looks like I'm letting it warm up. have you added a stimulant to wellbutrin? I know the wellbutrin is a stimulant, I'm just not quite feeling clear headed or motivated, just awake. My pdoc mentioned ritalin and adderall. I'm thinking I should be open to either.
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Originally Posted by madisgram
when i am depressed i try not to even drive a car...i am so distracted. when i'm manic my mind is racing so face i can't catch it. when i crash, i am exhausted. so yes, i think the depression could be causing this. perhaps a call to your pdoc would help. he could consider another med to lift the depression in a speedier fashion.
sorry you're going through such a rough time right now. we're here for you.  . |