I know what you're feeling. At least I don't see him every day though, so it wasn't so bad. He was there for me whenever I'd needed him and I thought that meant he had feelings for me. I felt close to him for so long, and I'd finally told him that I had feelings for him. He said he felt the same. To make a long story short I'd told him that on a friday, and then before I went to bed that sunday he told me he'd been lying.

It took me a good seven months to get to a point where I could function correctly. Even if I was in a place where I could have dated it wouldn't have done anything, it took time to get over it. I never went into it in depth with any of my friends, but they figured it out and were there. That helped.

We all got your back here, so go on and grab some of your friends IRL and go get some drinks and let it all out. That's the only way it's going to get better. *hug*

I know how you're feeling I'm here for ya too. *hug* I don't think you ever really get over it, you know? You always have a place in your heart where you love them, but knew you had to let them go cos it was best for them. That's how I got over it I think too. It turned out he was interested in someone and I took comfort in that he'd be happy at least. One day you'll find yours though, your so awesome and comforting and there for everyone. You rock. *hug* There's gotta be a guy as great as you out there for you. ^_____^