((Peaches))

I hear you loud and clear. AND the pain, the gut wrenching pain, surfaces within the context of present day issues (because that's how we're "supposed" to work it)--particularly when the trauma is complex. It's so so painful and frustrating. I am with you on this one. I've had my doubts recently as you know from my posts. The only thing I can tell you is that I have been able to give to my own kids so maybe I can learn to give to my own inner child, but so far I haven't been. I sometimes think I was better of un-integrated. YIKES