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dear mc,
i think what is going on is that you have parts with lots of pain and anger who want to be heard and not ignored and maybe they scare you. maybe you think you will be really rejected if you let them loose to talk about their life and feelings. - i'm just guessing because it was that way with me and the longer i held them back the more upset they got with me because they wanted me to let them have their voice and tell their story. i still wish someone would just sit there and listen to all of them and all the feelings and rage and pain inside so we could let it all out and figure out how to get beyond it before we explode into millions of pieces. and we are not sure anyone ever will pay any attention like that.
although to be fair, my T does listen and she's the one who had to keep urging me to stop holding back and to let them out to be heard. i'm 3 weeks past my last T visit due to the holidays and i am about to explode, crash and burn. argh!!!!
sorry, this was supposed to be about you, not me/us. =(
leslie and pixies
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