I keep telling myself its just 6 weeks I can do that - but today it doesnt feel that way - it doesnt feel like i can make it - grrr whinging again ! must stop being so ......... oooh so many words come to mind! lol suck it up girl and get on with it

thanks cantstopcrying for your kind concern

I think i have to let the adult get back in charge and tell the child in me to go back to her room and draw!