Butting heads with family, kids, therapists, university, work, God, universe, personality, mood disorders, hallucinations, chaos, myself , love, happiness, humanity, medication and intellectual/spiritual freedom.

All my life I've been butting heads like some overzealous mountain goat to claim my spiritual and mental territory. I feel exhausted, hollow, lost and all my words have dried up. I just want to have a good cry and feel really sorry for myself.

(Candika, I read your last post but I just don't have the energy to respond today even though I SO hear you, its painful.)