deliquesce,

i think you need to tell it all to your pdoc. there is nothing wrong with telling it all with him/her. just make sure that the two of you had already established rapport. remember, you need not to tell it all until you feel that it is already the right time telling it. i know exactly what youre feeling and i have talked with some people who happens to experience the same way as you do. believe me when i say that it will help you in the end. good luck and Godbless!

snowy...