thank you snowflakes for your response. i guess i am wandering: is this experience 'abnormal'? something that one should tell a pdoc about? more to the point: is he going to change my diagnosis? think i have something more serious than just 'depression'?

i have been seeing my pdoc for four years. he is the best doctor in the world . i am prepared to tell him, i guess, i just want to know maybe what to expect. i don't know if these things are a bit of cause for concern or not, is all.