Oh Ry, sweetie, I'm so sorry for your incredible loss. I can't even imagine the pain you're going through right now. Know that you're not alone. I'm always with you sweet, sweet friend of mine. Love you always. I wish I could be there IRL and hold you and let you cry on my shoulder. Hugs, Ry, hugs.
((((((((((((((((( Ry ))))))))))))))