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She finished with her ex last year on june.she doesn’t email every day or call him every day. I asked her if I could tag along for the closure she needs with her ex and she denied by saying that’s something she needs to do on her own. I have in some occasions in the past asked her if she misses him or if she regreats leaving him and she says she loves me and that she doesn’t miss him and that she loves me.
Her ex lives in another state about 1700 miles away so for the closure to take place it will happen when he comes into town again. I am very scared of her leaving me, or taking me for a ride but the times I have tried giving her an ultimatum for her not to contact him she has blown and said I cant control who she talks or when.
I hate the fact that she emailed him pictures of Christmas to him of her family her excuse was he knows the family and wanted to show him how her nieces had grown up since the last time he saw them. This was very, very hart breaking but I let it go.
I cant continue not trusting her or trying to spy so I am accepting the fact that I might be taken for a ride and if it doesn’t happen then great. I love her more than anything and wish ourselves the best. She has told me not to worry I am with her we live together and her ex knows this. Maybe if things go the way they are her ex will start to fade or maybe things will go the same.
I hope everything goes well, the guy isn’t here, they don’t communicate everyday, and we are having problems because of him. I also recently found out she told her daughter that when he was here the last time she saw him but didn’t say anything to him because I told her not to talk to him, but I never did. I never knew she had seen him and told her she was mad because I stopped her from saying hi to him.
I am letting myself go for a ride that I don’t know where it will go.
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