Ryan,

I am so sorry to hear about the loss of your friend. I have lost three friends in the last 10 years. One OD'd, one got shot in DC while trying to buy drugs and the other was killed in a horrible car accident. I went to high school with these people. These are highschool buddys of mine and to know that they are no longer here really hurts. One comforting thing is that they are no longer suffering. I know that each of these friends I spoke of battled their demons for years and eventually it was too much for them to handle. I miss them everyday but I know they are in a better place. With time it the pain will ease.
Again, I feel for your loss and please let me know if there is anything that I can do. Take good care of yourself friend. MUCH LOVE ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~