((ThePainNeverDies))
I am so sorry.

I can't tell you how long it will take, just to not give up looking. If there was one good person for you to talk to IRL, there has to be more. Don't give up.
P.S.: You ARE beautiful.
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- "If you want the rainbow, you have to put up with the rain."
- -Dolly Parton
"Character cannot be developed in ease and quiet. Only through experience of trial and suffering can the soul be strengthened, ambition inspired, and success achieved."
-Helen Keller
"Risk! Risk anything! Care no more for the opinions of others, for those voices. Do the hardest thing on earth for you. Act for yourself. Face the truth."
-Katherine Mansfield