((((phoenix))))))))))) I am ok.
I think I have to face that this time of year will always be alittle hard for me. So much happened in a short time. So much loss. I can not change a thing about it. Maybe in my head thats what I am trying to do. My PTSD comes from having to make all the desions on them both. And watching them go so close together. I did no matter what happened in life loved them very much.
muffy

johnvictorwonner I hope you are ok