Hi Tifferific,

I have been in that place where everyone was trying , My therpist , my boyfriend, people in my OA group , and myself. I really felt like it was hopeless .

I got real with a power greater than all of us. I had to hope that there existed without and within myself a power that was greater than my powerlessness. I asked for willingnes to try something different . What that will be for you will come to you or some door will open. It may be the gift of a window of time where you don't you want to do what you have always done . I think they call it grace. Grab onto each moment that comes your way. You may have to give yourself over to a inpatient program . That may be your opportunity or your surrender .. I forgot the all important surrender . The two dovetail // willingness and surrender . a lifting of rebellion.

I know this seems vauge . But give it a try. you don't have to get on your knees . I sat in a chair. You may find the tears will flow and if they do this will be a good thing Tifferific. I belive our calls are heard.

what do you hope for yourself ? . What do you want Tifferific?

how can I help you?

Patricia