deliquesce, don't give up! I have also been on a ton of meds--some of them more than once. I have finally stabilized on Wellbutrin and Seroquel. I have tried the Seroquel twice in the past but it had too many side effects and did not work for me. I think our mind and body change over time because this is my 3rd time trying the Seroquel and it is doing wonders for me. I think it is working really well with the Wellbutrin. So, don't give up! I know it is hard but as long as you keep trying to find the med combo then you have a chance of finding one that works for you. If you quit the meds there is no chance...know what I mean? hang in there...