thankyou to eveyone who supported me recently when i went totally off the rails and into the garden

- ok so i was a bit ...out there - out of control - when i made the last post hmm when i made my last few posts - eek! - but im back - i have picked myself up dusted myself off and climbed back onto the healing road -I am baaaacccckk in control! for how long who knows? but make hay while the sun shines as they say - I decided to put up or shut up - so I rang my work psych - maybe he can help me deal with the appt thing - I cant lock it up as much as i try so i have to find ways to deal with it - I see him next tuesday - and as for my sister - thats a neverending cycle I just have to deal with - back on the road people! make a space for phoenix7 - there's room for all of us come on ! lets walk it together