((Orange))
You are in my thoughts...

When my mother crossed over, there was actually comfort from the gathering of family and friends. I finally let go and cried, and it was a much needed release.
I sincerely hope you allow yourself to weep as needed. It doesn't change anything except you aren't stuffing your feelings.

One baby step at a time, and please try and remember you do not have to put on the brave face...

Cap