I am so sorry for anyone I hurt last night or was rude to it is not like me. I was in a really bad place last night and not thinking clearly at all. I suddenly loggged out of chat and just started to cry and cry trying to hold it together while cuddling my dog and listening to the tv till my mom came home and asked if I was awake as she saw a ligth on. She came in and found me in such a state. I finally settled down enough to fall asleep and it was sometime during the night when I woke up I realized how rude and wrong I was to have logged off last night when someone was trying to help. The best thing would have been if I stayed online with someone as at least I would have felt safer and maybe more in control I was so scared. I have felt so ashamed and mad at myself for hurting others and potentially losing great frienships. I understand if because of my actions if I should no longer post or be involved in the group but I need to get the apolgy out. I was so not with it that I am sad to say I am not sure who the last person I was talking with was but if they are reading this post I hope they forgive me and will contact me. I hope I did not hurt you in anyway. Having a really really rough time and trying to figure out what to do. My apologies to all

Andrea