andy  i wasn't in chat lst nite but i am sure that others realize how badly you were hurting. i also know that when others read your apology post they will be reminded of the great person you are. be kind to yourself...it's a rough time right now. i am wishing you some better days ahead..just hang in there.
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Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplaceable spark, in the hopeless swamps of the approximate, the not-quite, the not-yet, the not-at-all. Do not let the hero in your soul perish, in lonely frustration for the life you deserved, but have never been able to reach. Check your road and the nature of your battle.
The world you desired can be won. It exists, it is real, it is possible, it is yours..~Ayn Rand
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