im trying to get better i am willing tooo. ughhh i tell them that everyday. i willll go crazy on them if they dont let me go bck to school you haveee no idea. im calling this therapist down at school tomorrow to see if i can go to her and if that works out....hopefully my parents willl be willing to let me go back as long as i have someone down there for me. soo im HOPING! but still...i just cant look at my parents with them knowing all this. i was going to therapyy and i dont care that they knew that i was over that...but now that this is all out..they read my poems my everything. i cant get over it. they know i go on here and probably checked the website. its not a bad thing but just weird they know all this. blahhhh