no... i don't know. my classes are different this semester... the structure might allow for better connections with classmates - well, structured connections, because i'm worthless at initiation. it's possible. not probable, but at least possible. i'll just have to wait and see i guess.

...what i really want right now... been craving... is someone to hold me, or at least touch me... i don't know how it is that that feels so comforting... but it does. it's calming, reassuring... and oh so rare.