Silv...lilfish... ty yeah - I think i was a bit of a tyrant the first hour (everyone in the gym with 2 boys doing everything possible to get in trouble and then pretend they didn't know they weren't allowed... then "sorry, sorry" then crockadile tears..... *oy* this is why i don't HAVE children. But after gym time, everything was better. I also picked up my new rx...changing from lexapro to the genaric of celexa... but not yet. the mind is fighting internally trying to "think good thoughts" not dark unallowed thoughts.... like Harry Potter trying to think Happy Thoughts to conjure a Patronis when he knows the dementors (think for me destructives) will make him hear his parents last moments... the battle of the wills, si??