(((((((((((((leslie & pixies)))))))))))))))

yes.... multiples do not do well with restraints... protectors come out and all hell breaks lose.

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i do have something i want to say and hope you can hear me. your T was acting out of concern and fear for your life - T was not just trying to restrain/curb/imprison you. as she said you never had a session like that one before. SO....try hard to not lose trust and try to keep going and working to get free.

thank you... i know.... somwhere i know .... i am switchy.... i think another part already wrote something... i had to come back to this when my head cleared. i just don't know what is good and true for myself anymore. do i continue to play the part, the role, look fine? do i let myself collapse and someone else try to fix it? i know only i can answer that.... but right now, i can't even answer it. I keep hearing in my memory from my session... t said "Kiya! You could have died!" @_@ I couldn't answer her.