I care and I'm really sorry this happened...it's difficult when you are on your own...I grew up an only child and I find it difficult froming relationships in general...that's why I resorted to online dating...that's where I met my bf whom i care for very much....I know it's difficult...but maybe learn from the situation...what did you like about him...what did he do that made you feel special...now you know what kind of guy you want. he must have cared for you in someway...even if it wasn't what you wanted...keep trying it will come over time...everyone has something about them which is loveable...you just need to find that....do you find that you are just really shy around guys? pm me anytime