Jen,
Sorry you're feeling lonely.
For what it's worth, you're very accepted in my book!!! No one probably knows me- I too fly under the radar. I read here all the time.. but must say ... I wish I could get myself to post more! I read your posts and KNOW you are a wonderful, compassionate person. We all have our down times... it's good you reached out. Everyone deserve some TLC now and again!!
Wishing you well,

Mandy