when i am hypomanic ,i have those characteristics. i am highly agitated and sometimes full of free-floating rage. so, imho, it seems that is what is going on. do you have a therapist or pdoc? most times i just let it run it's course and stay at home as much as i can to avoid situations where i might blow up. other times my pdoc tweaks my meds to help me get out of that hypomanic state.
hope this helps. 
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