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Originally Posted by silver_moon
Really need a hug... a real IRL hug 
Just wish someone would care... I know people care.. my doc, Nicki who's my employment coach, Briony who's helping with my anxiety. Just wish for a 'friend' to care.
Ugh, I'm selfish and ungrateful.
Been struggling again lately and I just think about me. About this stupid amount of pain in my chest that will not disappear, about the memories, triggers, all the stupid thoughts racing around in my head. Trying to fix it, but nothing helps. Oh here i go again, sorry. |
Hi Silver Moon,
I can go to an AA meeting and give hugs . Theres one african american man who gives these incredible shots of energy and Im always hoovering around for one .LOL I get right up in his face..LOL!!!!
he hugs till he hears the heart beat . I mean they are crushing .LOL.
grateful for those .
sending you one of them from memory .
I get thay way sometimes. I try to busy myself with something as to not stay to long in my pity parties.
I can throw some doozies in a heart beat.
that enough? LOL
Patricia