Thank you Sabby. Say, ccould you delete his name there? Tee hee thanks.

Yeah he did say one that talking about it makes it worse. I'm feeling so depressed today....I don't see the point in talking about it but my T wants me to. I'm having terrible dreams that leave me depressed. Normally these dreams would be good....just sex dreams. But they leave me so down. Yeah trust me I do for myself. Running out of batteries. Quite frankly, I'm getting sick of that. Its him I crave, not the stupid sensations.

I'm just at my wits end. I had resolved to talk about it tonight b ut I'm sick of talking ab out it, and it goes nowhere anyway. Sigh. Better start deciding if this is just something I can accept.