I'm sorry about the loss of your son. Hopefully the added med will help you a lot. My daughter-in-law lost her son many years ago and she talks about that with me sometimes. (She was married and had children before she and my son were married.) Things do get better from me and I know from her if she knew of your situation. She lives in Florida also near Orlando.

Let me know how you do with the added Abilify. I'm wondering why you are afraid of it? I'm a bad one to want to take new meds! I take enough for "regular" stuff like blood pressure etc...the older I get the less I want to add anything. But if it may help, I'm willing.