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Your post hit home here.

I too have a fortress. I have one day walked in the world beyond my fortress. And now I am turning back in my fortress. I alone.

Take good care. I hope you find what you seek.
nightdream

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I find myself in the same position as nightdream. I came out from my fortress into the world, but I have since retreated back within and built higher and stronger walls. Right now, the world is not a safe place for me. In fact, I even changed my sig and location several days ago to reflect this change. I do this for self-preservation. It's a lonely life but it keeps me alive, although sometimes barely. I do let some people within, but very, very few. Only those I know I can always count on and they know they can always count on me. Too much hurt, hate and cruelty outside my fortress.