in my head, something i forgot to write the first time i responded in this thread. i have read and heard that many people remember being "approached" by beings in the night after they were put to bed for the night. some beings seemed kind and nice and others seemed scary. as i said before i've been told they may be angelic beings of good or bad nature.
i wonder about this bad guy in your mind. you said he is trying to destroy you. that is pretty scary and i do not think you are crazy. the worst abusers in my childhood were into some evil spiritual practices that i will not describe or go into."there are more things, in heaven and earth, horatio, than are dreamt of in your philosophy." wm. shakespeare. i hope i quoted that correctly, but the point is that there are some weird things that happen in life and when some of them happen to small kids the results are damage and pain.
hang in there, help is out here and people do care about you.
leslie and pixies