thanks for the support, cc. i'm glad you sorted out your flashback stuff with your doc.

my pdoc just tried to call. i knew it was him and panicked and didnt pick up the phone. i have been building myself up to tell him, but now that he is back i can't do it. i want to pretend i didnt send him that message. help!

he left a message saying he will call again tomorrow, and will make a time this week for whenever it is convenient for me to meet. oh god, i thought i could do this. i'm such an idiot. i should never have mentioned it. idiot idiot idiot deli.