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I'm sorry I've not been to this forum in a while. I'm sorry you're struggling with so much right now! It's not fair.

I'm hoping you remember this: I was always amazed at this in your signature, because that means you're a role model of mine - a strong-willed and kind woman who's always there to help others.

Okay. Harm reduction doesn't work for everyone (me neither). But you can do this. One day at a time. I was once told, that the voices get louder sometimes when we're actually doing "well"... just that our minds and bodies are trying to resist the fact that we're stronger than our addictions. It's all lies that we "need" alcohol or whatever... but sometimes the urge is strong.

But you'll get through this. I know this.

Check in and tell us how you're doing okay?