For all those who said me too to this post. It's common fact that fast maturing or intelligent people always have emotional problems. The smarter you are the harder it is for people around you who are "common people" to speak to you about life. They assume you know what they will say. They assume sense you are smart you can handle/fix it your self. I too have struggled. Although I don't feel I'm smart or superior to others. As I normally put it. I'm not smart just other people are too dumb. I'm no rocket scientist. I can be taught a skill and master it in little to no time. Does that make me smart? No, that just means I pay attention. I'm a very negative person. Cause when I have problems people figure I don't need any help. That's makes me mad. When I cry I'm told to get over it. No, you get over it everyone needs to cry every now and then. So it's my turn now (any time I feel like it) . Don't let dummies make you made. Don't be offended when people don't want to help you. Their just not smart enough to give you answers or they themselves need just as much help. No one defends me in a bar at the grocery store where ever I have needed help no one has been there to stand up for me. I say the he!! with them all. You don't need people like that, always there but never caring for you. When I was at wally world, nine months pregnant. This lady skips me in line. I was so fat and so tired of standing there. 20 minutes to a pregnant lady is like an eight hour work day to others. So I told the lady that I was in line and there's no way she couldn't see me standing there. She told me to get over it and hit me in the stomach with my cart. The lady at the register just laughed. Ha Ha I was a hormonal mess. No body in a crowded store said hey she's been in line 20 minutes has some manners. So I went off and made my point clear she did get in front of me but I hit her with the cart and I went off. PS Don't mess with pregnant women. After I was about to brake down in tears for freaking out in public. This big guy 6'4 walks up and says I'm sorry she did that to you but I didn't know how to react. What? How about hey lady this isn't grade school get at the back of the line. Nope every one just watched me flip out. See that's how people are. So my point is don't let people get you down. Every one has flaws. Hold your head up high and remeber no one is perfect and no one person has all the answers.