(((internettie))))you've suffered so much emotional pain. i have many of the same dx's and i can tell you it can end for you in a good way. you are doing so many of the positive things to feel better. we need to get through the pain and then we are beyond it to a much better outlook.  hang in there. know we understand and care.
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Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplaceable spark, in the hopeless swamps of the approximate, the not-quite, the not-yet, the not-at-all. Do not let the hero in your soul perish, in lonely frustration for the life you deserved, but have never been able to reach. Check your road and the nature of your battle.
The world you desired can be won. It exists, it is real, it is possible, it is yours..~Ayn Rand
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