Thank you everyone for your replies.

I wanted to talk about the non sexual intimacy. My therapist and I have talked a lot about that and I told bf that since going blind, I can't see that he loves me. I used to see it in his eyes. I told him I needed more touch. This was months ago and he has been touching me more ever since. Like touching my back when he walks behind me, or kissing my forehead etc. So there's definitely been more of the non sexual intimacy.

So I had planned on talking about this last night but I JUST DIDN'T WANT TO I'm sick of talking about it....we ended up putting a movie on and sitting close on the couch holding hands. I went to lay down after and he came in to find something on tv or me. We put on a movie and he laid with me for awhile just cuddling. I didn't make a move even though I wanted to. He got up to go out in the living room and I went to sleep.

Today on our way to my Grandmas I said, "I almost started making out with you last night but didn't." He giggled. I then said, "Could I have? Would you have pushed me away?" He giggled some more and said I can always do that. So, maybe its an initiation thing. I think I'm gonna try some non verbal stuff before I try and make him talk about this stuff again.

We shall see...Oh yeah, I think he does wake up with morning wood. Sometimes it takes him awhile to start that morning pee tee hee.