((((((((((((((((nightdream)))))))))))))))))) I think it's very courageous of you to avoid that voice that tells you to avoid people. I think it shows strength in you to be able to listen to it and accept what it says yet do what is best for you. I think you are very much admired and loved here because of your constant atention to people, even when you are feeling down and no doubt in need of support yourself. I love reading your posts and i look out for them, and I am glad to see you post again. I think it's a major acheievement for you not to give into those urges for isolation.

Take care, be safe