Thanks Sunrise =)
Yeah i went from getting lexapro for free... to not having that option any more. I got a 3 month supply at Target for $10.
I am still nervous about trusting my health pros. with the suicidal feelings... but i guess i've got to trust someone. I don't want to have this convo with her... but she can't help if I don't speak and I can't seem to help myself, even though i think i ought to be able to.