Mazer,

I can hear the pain in your message. My heart goes out to you. It's obvious that you and your t had a good relationship. It's no wonder that you're feeling grief at the loss of such an important relationship.

I'm glad she wrote to you. Can you let her know that you're finding it difficult to cope since termination? It's normal to feel hurt when a relationship ends. But if the grief won't relent and is overwhelming, it may be that you were not ready to terminate yet.