I wanted to say thanks for sharing with us. Im sorry you are in so much ain. I wish that I had the answers. I dont. The best advice i can give you is do whats best for you. Be honest with your helpers. Thats the only way to get better. I know that the uncertanity of what will happen is scary but thats the way it is sometimes. Hospitals for short term stays are usually not bad. In fact if i didnt have kids and so many responsiabilities I would tell my T I needed to be in one now. But I dont have that choice. I want you to think about all your options and have a talk with your T tell her or him what th fears are ask what your options are and maybe it doesnt mean hospitals. Some places have a partial hospitalization program where you go during the day and go home at night.
Most of all I wanted to tell you I read your post I hear what your saying and it makes sense to me. I will keep u in my thoughts and pleae update us. OK?