can you call your doctor's office and request a psychiatric referral? i believe you will feel better if you can get the referral now. if not, then wait til you change pp.
it's good that you are addressing this. it takes courage to find out the unknown. sometimes the unknown is not as bad as we expect, too. i will wish that for you. hang in there  and glad you're not using meth anymore. (it is a dangerous drug). in the meantime, try not to project the outcome. i know, that's easier said than done but do be kind to yourself. you're worth it! look what you've already accomplished by putting down the meth.
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