Ry~
You know what we talked about last night. You know its ok to feel what you do , whether it be anger, sadness, hurt,and yes even love for Timmy Boy. YOUR feelings are never wrong. or any less because of Timmy not calling you and letting you know what was going on. He was just in his own world deep in sadness and sorrow. Mourning the little boy who got hurt so much. You saw his pain .You know what he had to live thru. He did his best for you to get you better . He loved you . I hope Timmy is in a better place now. And someday you will get to see him again. He is probably up there looking down on you feeling bad you are going thru this , but think of where he is now , He is feeling loved and cherished . What better way to imagine him now? In time you pain will subside and know that you will always have fond memories of him . I know you wont forget them. He is in your heart forever. Right where he should be.

I am always here for you hun. You know I am only a phone call away. You always have a shoulder to lean on.

Love ya~
Bethy