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so so sorry and ashamed ..................sorry but switched bad nad then was very lost and l know from others and reading that l upset many many people but maybe should just stay away until all the radiotherpy is over as dont want this to happen again

yesterday at the hospital triggered very bad in a situation which should have bbeen avoided but ended in me completely flipping out and being arrested so now have another thing over us and we really dont know wether we should just give up treatemtnt and what will be will be and then no more hospital visits and triggers will be less......what if they send us to prison we hit someone who was trying to restrain us we told them dont touch without warning and dont keep saying lie still he said stop making a fuss and ;lie still as he tried to put his hand where he should not have done.....he shud have asked us not just do it we told them last week and they did not listen agen to us now we had to go to police and now we in truble there and we upset people here and we are really sorry and we dont know what to do and we stuck and we bad and done bad stuff to someone agen who try to touch us and we are so so sorry, sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorrysorry sorry sorry

now we will be silent and is scared too