I have other parts of self that know other languages but I do not. It has confused people in the past who think that I know a language only to have me say I don't, only to have some part talk to them in that language at another time. I think it's amazing how the brain can do that. I think you're doing well. I do think it is a process. I had a teacher say once that first you learn the language and eventually you will start thinking in that language. Best of luck as you learn.