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dear shadow,
the only thing i do not understand is - do the meds help you live in a more real and level and functional way? is your h trying to say that he thinks the way you are without medicine is more "interesting"?
unless i misunderstood it seems that he is saying "forget your mental stability, i rather enjoy the colorful way you are without your meds".
if i am correct that is a very selfish position for him to take. real love wants what is best for the other guy first and my own self second. i do not know many people who will admit to preferring mental and emotional instability because it adds zip to their lives.
the one, most important question you must answer is "what is the best and healthiest thing for me to do"????????? zip is a distant 2nd place as questions go!!!
please do what is best for your health and stability - especially if you have children or wish to have them. i care about you.
leslie and the pixies
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