Thank you for the replys. I was pretty sure I was losing it. Reason being is that everytime the subject comes up with him, he says that me getting mad over the incidents was crazy and that absolutely no one would see my side. I know from past experience that my instincts are always right. I think I convince myself that I am wrong and that I am not seeing what my eyes are seeing. The one thing I can't get out of my mind, is I keep seeing that "seeking woman" "age 34 to 35". It just about knocks me over. He said he has been single for a long time and didn't really think of it at the time. It took two arguements and two weeks to get him to see my side, which was "how would you feel if I had done that?". So being single for a long time, just seems to me that a person should know what would be ok and what not if they really want to have that relationship. Maybe, I am wrong.

At the time I had posted this, I had honestly believed I was in the wrong for getting mad at him. I don't want to seem naggy or to feel I am picking and chosing his friends.

Not sure what I want to do, but I do know that this roller coaster I am on currently is not what I want for the rest of my life. Being someone who gets depressed if I want to live then my life simply can't afford it.

Thanks again for the replys.